I think lonlieness has deeply affected me. And if I keep feeling lonley, I might mentally degrade to a point of no return.

I've been playing Twisted Wonderland lately. I only started it because it was everywhere on my side of the web and, since I'm easy to be pressured into things, download the game. Surprisingly, I actually like it alot! Usually with more popular games I don't enjoy them for a reason or another. If I do like them, it's not full [placeholder] due to some faults in the game. But the thing with Twisted Wonderland is that it's very fun! Although the gameplay isn't thrilling, the story inside the game and it's characters are very entertaining.

After so many days of academic torment... its finally spring break! This quater of highschool was very stressfull and lethargic for me, so I'm glad I get a break from it. Im not sure what I'll do during this break, but I want to do something.

Nothing much has happened right now.

Big warning for this blog post as I'm going to get into some life stuff. My sister basically hit me in the eye because I wouldn't let her use my fork (she didn't get hers before my dad lock us in mom's room). I repeatly told her no because that's gross, and she just contiued to attack me, pouring soda on my computer(where I manage this website) and myself. Ultimately I had to give her my fork since dad didn't leave yet. I could've went downstairs to get her one, but dad wanted me to give her the one I used. I'll probably be punished, like I am for everything I ever do in this household that my parents don't like, be it good or bad. She gets to be libertine since my parents think austim=uncontrollable creature that cannot be reasoned with.

Been feeling very stupid lately...

I haven't been this social since i was in kindergarden lol

Speedwagon is the only billionare i love.

Ok so this blog is DUE for an update. But the thing is nothing much happned XD. Went to school and math class wasn't that bad (surprisingly).

I now have quite a bit to update on since somethings happened today! First of all, not-so-good news, one of my feet is swollen. I don't know why that's happening, but the stuff I've found on Google says that it's caused by infections or sitting/standing for long periods of time. Next is that I've actually talked to people! I'm bit of a shy person when it comes to socializing, so I think this is a big win. I might become good friends with the people I talked to.

Just watched some of Gurren Lagann recently. I actually really like it, even though there were some moments I disliked.

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Finally started writing that fanfic I've been been thinking about. Even if i've only wrote ~4-5 words, im happy that I've started. I was procrastinateing on doing it since i've never properlly written fiction before and didn't want to be bad. But recently I finally followed my own advice (nothing has to be perfect) and began! Since the pairing the fic is centered around is rarepair, I'm finally starting to do my part and give fans of that pairing some stories

I've been pretty mentally tired so less blog posts.

I think I need to try focusing more. Not just in school, but in my personal life as well. I'm always thinking about something that isn't related to the situation at hand

I've been feeling really bad about myself. Everyone calls me smart but I don't feel smart. Like I know I'm supposed to be smart, but I dont feel that way. I kinda feel like im lying to everyone

Sorry fot the lack of updates. I've been too busy to work on this site because of school. Anyways I hate math. It's very hard for me because of the steps you have to do to solve the equations.

Uggh.. I'm so swamped with work. I just finished my math and english assignments and now I have a spanish one...

I have recently watched Jojo's bizarre adventures, specifically Phantom Blood. Now, I have had some intercations with the franchise, but haven't truly watched the anime or read the manga (e.g: listening to the opening songs,looking at some jokes in the fanbase,etc). And I have to say THIS SHOW IS AMAZING. Not in the way that it has mind-blowing writing, but the absurdness that I expected of the anime was there. In one of the episodes, BREATHING SOMEHOW GIVES YOU SUPERPOWERS (it more of the way you breathe makes your blood flow in a way the generates energy, but still its kind of strange.) And I love the show for this.

I'm writing a fanfic that involves a rare crk chip. Since I haven't wrote one before, im having a great deal of trouble. What makes it even worse is that I really want this to be good, or at least decent.

Why am i being genshin pilled by yt?

I think I got a boil in my ear. Its very painful. Also a bigger blog post is coming soon, though I'm not sure when I'll post it.

Sorry for the lack of updates on the blog page. Where I am, school has started back up and i'm swamped with work. I'm not preforming at my best and my grade are a tad bit worse ( I have a B :( ). My parents are stressing me ( but hey, whats new?) and I feel less constipated (yay!) .

ALL OF MY EGGS, WIRH THE EXPECTION OF ONE, ARE DEAD!!! I AM NOT HAPPY!!!!

Begining work on the about me page. I've been putting it off for a while since I wss afraid of messing it up. Welp I guess I have to do it now

Oh my gosh I'm currently using a flex box for the index page and it kinda ruined the look of it. I dont know how to adjust it to look better.

Happy new year guys! I didnt really do anything for it, since there's not much to do in my house. My mother cooked some food and bread. The bread is really tasty! She used milk instead of water and it tasted very rich.

Maybe I should learn javascript lol

I've been both mentally and physically doing pretty bad. I'm having a really bad headache, my joints hurt like shit, and I think I have the flu. Not only that, I have 4 other WIPs I need to do but I'm nervous I'll fail at getting my vision across, AND I DONT HAVE A SKECTHBOOK. The one I wanted wasn't at the store that day so I basically wasted my time (thanks Target).

I need to do value studies to improve my art but idk how to do them AHAHAHAH

I love rarepairs so much its concerning. I love exploring possible romantic interactions with character that, in canon, haven't meet eachother.

Re-reading Toilet-Bound Hanako-kun right now and noticed something. When Nene attempts to call Aoi (to no avail), she bumps into a guy she finds cute. That guy helps her up, but as she walks away there's a paper crane that glides her pocket. Guy looks back at her with a very sly expression. This most likey means that the guy is the owner of the crane. Is this foreshadowing a possible plot point in later issues?

Why did my dad buy me Mcdonalds.. anyway I worked on the homepage and played limbus. The levels in the dungueon aren't too hard since my team is pretty good ( in my eyes). Bleed is the best attribute.

Merry Christmas y'all! I hope your having a great time during the holidays! Me and my family didn't do much, just cooked food.

WHY CANT I GET MYSTIC FLOUR'S SKIN AAHAHAHAH
My blog page is now live! I'm so happy to be finally done with this! It took far too long to code ( mostly because I was procrastinating ),but it's finally here! I might make more changes to how it looks and functions, but for now I'll keep it looking like this.